I write for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. ~Isaac Asimov

Trying for betterment.

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Dari

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ~John Lennon

I write for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. ~Isaac Asimov

I kid.

I would love for this to be my new long-term home. I'm a long-term girl, or lady if you prefer, in everything I bother to take an interest in, do, pursue.

So what has happened thus far:

2 car accidents (yes I cried, and petted my car child, I don't particularly love it, but none-the-less it is mine)
Lost wallet. (But miraculously no one stole anything from me!)
Battling an ulcer and stomach infection.(On-going, must be 1/2 a year now, estimate)
Worked with a handful of my favorite designers. (all the concepts thus far are unsettling and shy of just "pretty")
Got to revisit friends that had fled here or will shortly. (I am selective & really do love my friend's work, they're talented!)
Got to bond further with newer friends. (or older acquaintances, photographers I collaborate with)
Basically met the entire cast of modelmayhem... (That was a riot, everyone is so sweet, I am pleased)
Oh & finally have seen gothic boys in the flesh so that urge has been satiated.
Went to Bondage Ball, Fetish Nation and checked out some clubs.
I quit drinking (no more alcohol, impressive)
Quitting smoking ciggies, slowly but surely.

I will at one point have to go to every Vegan place in the LA area. Oh my god, vegan food lust.

I'm going to keep it sub-level, maybe check out some Industrial joints and gallery shows. Socializing without liquor at nightclubs and bars now seems nonsensical so really, I need to reconfigure my socializing habits.

It's interesting, I'm happy I think, now this feels almost new. Not to be dramatic or that I am unhappy naturally, but the stress isn't over-riding my personality and energy as a person. My old job really was hell on earth, I tried, but sometimes the environment has absolutely nothing to do with you and you can't change it no matter the effort.

mmm. I hope to share some lovely things with you. I'm presently busy trying to be busy... so we shall see!

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Darya Dasha

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ~John Lennon

I write for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. ~Isaac Asimov

Bless insomnia
Bless thought and creation
Bless critical life,
Bless being sometimes in better ways & days
Bless desiring to be far greater things.
Bless capability and occasional achievement.
Bless the ability to feel loss and realize gain.
Bless more forward time.
Bless memories rehashed, re-kept
Bless creation, how the mind can transfer it all into alive.
Bless minds, when I can see them, feel because of them.


There's a sense of urgency when you care about anything, but especially when you feel strongly emotionally in conjunction with it. I'm in LA and I'm starting to turn a colour, I am losing my white and I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. The sun is eating my pale. I'm content, presently seeking work in the media/entertainment industry. Perhaps with a fashion magazine or clothing styling. We'll see what I fall into. I also want to work at least 1 or 2 other jobs asides from modeling, one would preferably be for a non-profit. I'm always split between passions and identities. At least here I have more people to humour my wild self and stranger still ideas. I will let you know how I do. I'm inconsistent in behaviour, mannerisms, thoughts, interests. What I do know is that sometimes life is intriguing.

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Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ~John Lennon

I write for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. ~Isaac Asimov

Just wished to share

It's actually been a while since I relocated to another city, I had a tendency to revert back to Washington State wilds vs a large city scape. I am embodiment of excitement presently but am also attempting to plan out my future. If you live there and wish to collaborate then please let me know.

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Darya Dasha

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ~John Lennon

I write for the same reason I breathe - because if I didn't, I would die. ~Isaac Asimov

In essence, if there is an image you want then please let me know and I will make it available to you. In all honesty I do not completely understand how "this" all works, but monetary motivation in me simply does not exist, except for the mere purpose of survival to carry on and create further. I work other-wise anyway. I have my other world for the sake of staying here amidst you all in decent condition but this is the world that truly makes me happy, here I am truly, most basically alive in the rawest sense. I enjoy sharing my work because I have an explorative nature, and through time with enough effort and success of expression I just may be able to make evident my personality, in all it's variety. This is just one medium I do but within it you do have unlimited ability. If someday I can be art, then that would be flattering. I just want you to SEE my thoughts, these are they, not all, but maybe one day I'll have tapped every available feeling and manner of physical communication

I personally know how greatly art influences my life, it has the ability to manifest a range of emotion, cultivate ideas and alter mood. It's as though someone is whispering an invaluable thought into your ear that has rooted a possibility of change.

I am also quite excited to inform you that I will be delving into some unfamiliar territory and bringing it to the surface. I am not prone to overly sensual work due to my somewhat private and shy nature (at least regarding sexuality). But perhaps I am deranged, people say I am sensual by nature just not blatantly so. I just see myself as a person that wants to see if what they visualize in their mind can be brought into reality. There was this one great quote from a book on Sufism I once read, it basically states that man must live among others, how else can a talent be, without acknowledgment, does it even exist?

Thank you all of you sweet souls, I really appreciate all of the commentary and courtesy. I have been battling a medical condition for years and occasionally I may not appear completely healthy, but I do not allow it to interfere with my passion. This is it, this is where I draw my inspiration for life from, how can I beat a challenge unless I trudge forward?

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Precious Little

Darya Dasha

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ~John Lennon